The Kira Yamato Report Special

This is a condensed version of all my ML Blogs.

Through all the pain. joy, suffering, defeat and victory in my life, You were there to guide me and support me. And I say Thank You and Sorry for all the misgivings that I have done in my life.

NOTE: This is not (read:NOT) a modification of my previous thank you post. This is an all new, revitalized version of the thank yous and I added the reasons why I should say sorry..

Now, we start.

1. Twisty (Carlo Miguel Castaneda)

THANK YOU: Because you owed me a lot into my life, dude, You changed me and transformed me into a person what I am now today, I became clear to my Life, and I knew my bounds and my limitations, Thank you because you became my first real and true bestfriend since I entered the anime biz and also here in lyce. I was so fortunate to have a bestfriend like you, I was really fortunate.

I was there during your highs and lows, I was there all the times in your life you needed someone to talk to, You were there when I was also in my lowest point in my life. I never expected this to happen. A spark in our friendship.

Dude, I owe you a lot in this year, and even more next year.

SORRY: Because I was a freaking dog. Yes, I was like a dog tied to the master because I was always following you, Because I was experienced to have a friend like you I didn't knew my limitations, I am so sorry I hounded your life. even your relationship. I was so sorry.

I am sorry because I text you a lot of nonsense, but that's because When I text, It meant that I care for you, and all my textmates, I really care, kahit na nanghihimasok na ako, still I felt the urge to text you because I care for you and I worry for you dude, So I am sorry for all those texts.

OVERALL: Thanks for everything., I really am inspired to do more on my next phase of my life.

2. Synth (Louie Severo)

THANK YOU: Because you were a trusted friend and a source, I thought you were already poisoned by the idealisms of the evil forum, I was wrong,. You provided me backup, you provided me the help, you provided me the information and you provided me everything to understand the insides of Anime. You were also a Loyal Kapamilya, targeting and defending the truth and conquer the wrong.

I was glad to have a friend like you, because in the end. I will still believe you. both as a friend and as a source.

SORRY: Because I never understood you that why you were always following me. I was quite complaining about it already that instead of my bestfriend who always text me, It's always you, In anime events, the first person you want to look up is me.

I am so sorry for treating you as a nobody in my life, because I know, that for two years, I believed in you.

OVERALL: I will be a working as a friend if you need a friend, and a source if I need information. because I have high trust in you, Extremely High Trust.

3. Shorty

THANK YOU: Because alongside with Twisty, you made me a better person, I knew the outside boundaries of my life and You made my mind clear.. You also made me something..

Thanks because I explored a friend who is different from me.

SORRY: Because we always disagree a lot, I mean disagree A LOT. We always clash and fight, I thought that fighting with you is right, I was wrong.

I became alone, nobody wanted to talk to me when we always fight..

I am sorry, it's just a clash of opinions that we always disagree.

OVERALL: I hope we always see the light of day, everyday.


4. Anje (Angeline Lopez)

THANK YOU: Because you taught me how to become strong willed, You regained my Self-esteem and I was so surprised to hear you, At first, I thought I was all too alone, but thanks to you, you gave me a perspective other than me or Twisty or Synth did to me.

Thanks because you accepted my mistakes and my wrongdoings, and your criticisms changed me.

SORRY: Because I was reluctant to heed your advice, I was not ready to accept everything that you said to me. I was like, pasok sa isang tenga, labas sa isang tenga, because I don't accept painful critiques.


But now I wholeheartedly accept all the pain of your criticism one by one. in order for me to survive.

OVERALL: Thanks a lot for the year, This year proved to me as the trial year for my life, with you, it became smooth sailing.

5. The Marauders (Maeka, Laine, France and Jho)

THANK YOU: Because you all provided me the security of a friend, You made my life completely rewarding because you were the ones who gave me the true definition of friendship.

Thanks because you accepted me into your lives. and you effectively transformed me into what am I today.

SORRY: Because I never met you all in the first place, I was longing for friends who will accept me, protect me and defend me..

Sorry too if I wanted to join your club, I just don't want to be left out.

OVERALL: This year proved to be exciting with you guys,, so I have to say, Taralets!

6. Paolo (Paolo Demapelis)

THANK YOU: Because you became an alternative to my Bestfriend, when he's not replying to me. Dude, You became an alternative to what I call as a sparky friend. You were like Twisty, and I hope Twist's guidance (and me too) will help you in your life as a friend.

SORRY: Because I was not there in your trying times. I was too late to know you, and now, I'm making up with that losses.

OVERALL: I believe that by being on yer side, dude, i know, you'll make it, Just believe, and with some pushing from me and everyone else, You'll definitely make it.

7. Rochela (Rochela Bugarin)

THANK YOU: Because you were my first friend in Lyce, You gave me the best ideas and things that I never found in my other classmates, You were the first person who understood me through all the hard times in my life. You also gave me a chance to win, even if I never did it, to the Lyce Ko To awards.

You inspired me to achieve the impossible.

SORRY: Because I was not there to join ya in your quest, I stopped for a semester and that started my eventual fall, But I know with you along, You will help me cope up with our studies.

OVERALL: I hope we work together in A302, and that will be possible.

8. A302 Class

THANK YOU: Because you guys supported me. You felt me as a part of your family, even though I am not a part of your section, you opened the doors to your section and allowed me to go inside, to share our knowledge. to update ourselves with the latest and yes, to unite as one.

Thank you because you really accepted me as your classmate.

SORRY: Because I was not in your section, I was not given the chance to learn the "real" lectures (Like Sir Dan Villa, and Sir Wally Labajo), I was not able to show off my hidden skills, in that way, I felt that a loss is in my head, a loss that is forever be incurable.

OVERALL: I wish there are more slots to be opened in your section!!!


9. A303 Class (Note: not all of them, I repeat, NOT ALL OF THEM)

THANK YOU: Because you opened the doors to me and became your classmate, we shared our knowledge together and did our projects together, I know that I had a very fruitful first semester with you.

SORRY: Because you were JERKS, You have shown what a BROADCASTING STUDENT SHOULD NOT SHOW. You were Noisy, true to the perception of other people that all broad students are noisy, Some of you were not quick to grasp the knowledge our professors gave, and ultimately, YOU NEVER COOPERATE MUCH!, that's why we always are LEFT BEHIND!

Sorry if I had to say this, but this is what I see from your section.

OVERALL: Change for the better, and I know you too won't be left behind.

10. Sentinel Staff

THANK YOU: Because you were my 2nd home away from home and school, I did my job as a reporter and as the Associate News Editor for one and a half years, and I think I never failed you guys,

Thank you for all the advice, the tips and the learning, the Inuman and the camaraderie, I will miss you guys, definitely.

Ate Cha, Ate Ehdz, Ate Kate, Ate Ken, Jonats, Fish, Aiza, Kla, Kat, Berns, Atorni, Chris, JC, Jace, Fafa Ramir, James, Jeff, Ate Beryl, Jonah, Ate Elha, JJ. The recent new recruits, and especially, Sir Gil Santos, our Technical Adviser, Thanks for the one and a half years.

SORRY: Because Sometimes, I never follow your orders and I always am reluctant to follow your orders, I also become a little angry when you always berate me when it comes to the articles, I know I needed them in order to do better, but It took the toll in my mind, Inner Kira has said "Stop it,"

OVERALL: I know that the Paper will run even if there are challenges, I know, and I am certain, you will make it even without us.

11.(Last but definitely not the Least) Team WTF?!

THANK YOU: Because you took care of me after I left the other forum, You accepted me as a member of the group and made me a part of your family, I will never, never forget the events that we have attended for the year, and I know we will savor more of that because I am sticking to Team WTF?! for the rest of my life.

Ate Tel, Kuya Noel, Kuya Ryan, Kuya jojo, Anj, Des, Vec, Jemire, Momo-chan J, Juunich, Ehm, Yoru, nyao, The WTF?! Show Team, every member of the WTF?! Team, Thank you because you made me felt as a Kapamilya.

SORRY: Hmm.. because I was acting weird in front of you guys, I suppose? If I did anything wrong, I am already giving my apologies in advance.

OVERALL: I have already said it, Thank you because you made me felt as a Kapamilya.


And now.

November 16, 2007
23 Days Left.

Dude:

Okay, I know you are definitely pissed off at me, I know you are so angry at me that you're going to kill me right before your eyes, I definitely needed to talk to you but your moves and your actions tell that you're definitely not ready.

I know my mistake, I have prayed all over for that, but still, I really can't think that the reason behind this was my annoying SMS Messages, Have you ever forgot the way we talked and bonded through SMS messages? I think masyado ka nang nakulitan sa akin, pero kung nakulitan ka na sakin, you have already told me to stop beforehand, I think way earlier.

I have heard from a common friend of ours here in Lyce, you told that I am stalking you, okay, I admit, I always follow you, every step of the way,but I did this because I need you, I needed you as a friend, a brother, and adviser, you advised me a lot, and everything you have said to me, I followed that, dude, I never thought that the way you already think of me is now a stranger, a person without a name,

When we talked through SMS the last time, you backed me off, you wanted me to disappear, it's like you wanted to kill me and end my life here in this world, You wanted me to just don't remember I have helped you in almost everything. I really am upset, to tell you the truth.

You also called me by my last name, I hated it, it's like you never called me "Kira" or "Red", yeah, that was the most depressing moment in my life that I almost wanted to post a suicide note in here and tell everybody "See you all later in Umagang KayGanda or TV Patrol World, Let Gretchen Malalad or Doland Castro explain it for me"

Dude, I just want to ask you, What was my problem? What was the reason why you hated me so much that you wanted to punch me in the face? Tell me!, I am ready, my body is ready, and my mind is ready to face you, even if you kill me because you definitely wanted to kill me, fine, But remember, I never wanted to be your enemy, I only have one enemy, and that't the Forum that I hated most, but now, they are going to be happy because you are going to punch me to death.

Remember this, You may punch me in the face, or in any part of my body, but I will never ever give up on our friendship, Everybody looks up to us as the epitome of a not-so-perfect friendship. The first time we never talked, I was hapless, The second time, devastated, now, this is the gravest of all our disagreements, And I never realized too that some people will feed stupid information just to break our friendship, and some people definitely will stab you at your back, telling to keep a secret but no..

(now, cue music: Rivermaya-Sumigaw)

I remember one of your words in your blog, it touched me so much that I have to create one post the day after you posted it.It was like this.

"Best friend. Anbu. Dude. Without you, there'd be a bit of a void in this life of mine. You're the one who listens to me regardless, you let me vent my frustrations on you. And you know the solution to my depressing aura (Pepsi, lots of it). I'm learning from you too, you know. Its 'cause you're around that I know where I want to be."

I was so touched, and I replied to you..

"After I read your post, I went Aghast, Really, The only thing I noticed changing was...myself... I didn't know, nababago na pala kita (I was already changing you), dude. Thanks for all that you have done to me, And I am sure this will not end in just one phrase like "Thank You". Because We will still be bestfriends whenever, wherever, Kahit Saan, Kahit Kailan, Maasahan, Naglilingkod sa iyo, Saanman sa Mundo (naks, ABS-CBN News)"

And just recently, I just posted in my first insight.

"THANK YOU: Because you owed me a lot into my life, dude, You changed me and transformed me into a person what I am now today, I became clear to my Life, and I knew my bounds and my limitations, Thank you because you became my first real and true bestfriend since I entered the anime biz and also here in lyce. I was so fortunate to have a bestfriend like you, I was really fortunate.

I was there during your highs and lows, I was there all the times in your life you needed someone to talk to, You were there when I was also in my lowest point in my life. I never expected this to happen. A spark in our friendship.

Dude, I owe you a lot in this year, and even more next year.

SORRY: Because I was a freaking dog. Yes, I was like a dog tied to the master because I was always following you, Because I was experienced to have a friend like you I didn't knew my limitations, I am so sorry I hounded your life. even your relationship. I was so sorry.

I am sorry because I text you a lot of nonsense, but that's because When I text, It meant that I care for you, and all my textmates, I really care, kahit na nanghihimasok na ako, still I felt the urge to text you because I care for you and I worry for you dude, So I am sorry for all those texts.

OVERALL: Thanks for everything., I really am inspired to do more on my next phase of my life."

Now, I know that once you have read this, and also thought over it, I am praying to the Lord that you should be touched by this, I will go to my mom's church on Sunday to pray you, I will call the 700 club later to counsel and help pray you over. We want our friendship back,

I don't care anymore for any gift in the world this christmas or new year or even my birthday except for one.

To bring back our friendship tainted by other people.

I know you'll read this, and I know what'll be your reaction to this, but like I said, I am ready, and God will be in me,

And That's the Way it is,

Regards,
Your Bestfriend,

Kira



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